Chapter 8 - The First TouchI pushed the wheelchair into the NICU, guiding Clara carefully toward the row of incubators.
Clara wore a soft grey robe, her hair tied back simple and elegant. She looked fragile, but the cold distant look in her eyes had been replaced by a fierce, protective maternal light.
When we stopped beside our daughter’s incubator, Clara gasped, tears instantly overflowing her eyes.
“Oh God...” Clara whispered, reaching through the gloved access ports of the incubator to gently touch her baby’s tiny feet. “She’s so tiny... she’s so beautiful.”
“The doctors said she has your chin,” I said softly, standing three steps behind her, keeping my distance. “And your stubborn strength.”
Clara didn't answer right away. She simply held our daughter’s tiny foot, weeping softly with pure motherly love.
After several minutes, Clara turned the wheelchair slightly toward me. She looked at my face—seeing the deep dark circles under my eyes, my worn clothes, and the sheer, unadulterated remorse written across every feature of my face.
“Dominic told me what happened at Lake Forest,” Clara said quietly. “He told me about your mother... and Rossi.”
I lowered my head. “It doesn't excuse what I did, Clara. Nothing ever will. I allowed her poison to cloud my judgment. When I saw the blood... I was terrified of losing you, and my mind created a nightmare to protect itself from the pain. But I failed you as a husband.”
I reached into my coat pocket and pulled out a small, velvet box, setting it gently on her lap.
Inside rested a simple white gold necklace with a tiny pendant shaped like a tulip blossom—engraved on the back with our daughter’s birthdate and the name we had chosen together months ago: Hope.
“I don't expect you to forgive me today, Clara,” I said, my voice trembling. “I will spend every single day of the rest of my life earning back your trust. If you want a divorce, I will give you everything I own and walk away. But I will always protect you and Hope from a distance.”
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Clara looked at the necklace, running her thumb over the engraved tulip.
“I don't want your money, Ethan,” Clara said softly, looking up into my eyes. “I just want the man who bought me tulips at O'Hare because he loved me.”
