Chapter 17 - THE LAST THING I HAD TO GIVE UP|

The legal case moved slowly.
The bank confirmed that the account had been opened using forged documents. The lender suspended collection efforts while investigating the guarantee. The police obtained more records from Northlake and Owen's business.
Evelyn advised me to prepare for a difficult process.
I told her I was ready.
But there was one thing I hadn't been able to do.
I hadn't returned to the cemetery.
Lily had been buried in a small garden section beneath a flowering tree. Rachel had gone with me to choose the place, and we had placed a little white stone beside her name.
I had visited once after the funeral.
Then I stopped.
Every time I thought about going, I felt the hospital room return. The silence. The empty chair. The blanket around my daughter.
One Saturday morning, Rachel arrived with coffee.
“Let's go see her.”
I looked at her.
“I don't know if I can.”
“You don't have to stay long.”
I put on my coat.
The cemetery was quiet.
The tree above Lily's resting place had begun to bloom. Rachel stood a few steps away while I knelt beside the small marker.
I placed the stuffed rabbit beside it.
“Hi, sweetheart,” I whispered.
My voice broke.
“I'm sorry I didn't come sooner.”
I touched the engraved name.
LILY CARTER.
I had chosen her name because it sounded gentle. Owen had liked it because it reminded him of the flower in his grandmother's garden.
I told her about the house.
About the nursery.
About the way the morning light came through her bedroom window.
I told her that I was going to make sure the room stayed hers for as long as I needed it.
Then I told her something I had never said aloud.
“I won't let anyone make me feel guilty for loving you.”
I cried until Rachel came beside me.
On the way home, I received a call from Evelyn.
“The bank has completed its initial review.”
“What did they find?”
“The loan proceeds were used to purchase a commercial property through Northlake. Owen and Ethan were both listed as beneficial owners.”
“So they were building something together.”
“Yes. And there's more. The company was preparing to refinance using your house as collateral.”
I gripped the steering wheel.
“They were going to take it.”
“They were preparing to try.”
I felt a strange relief.
The house was still mine.
The nursery was still mine.
My daughter's things were still where I had left them.
That evening, I received an email from Brooke.
It was a statement of apology.
She admitted that she had known about the affair, witnessed the false loan document, and received money from the account. She also confirmed that Owen had told her he planned to leave me after the birth.
I forwarded it to Evelyn.
Then I opened the nursery door.
I sat in the rocking chair and held Lily's rabbit.
For the first time, I could imagine a future that didn't revolve around Owen.
I didn't know what it would look like.
But I knew it would belong to me.
The following morning, the detective called.
“Owen Carter has agreed to an interview,” he said.
“And Ethan?”
“He's requested legal representation.”
I looked toward the nursery.
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“Why are you telling me?”
“Because Owen wants to speak to you before he gives his statement.”