Chapter 6 - The Man Who Drove Past Me
I thought Andrew had abandoned me from a distance.
That was the lie I'd been using to survive.
He was somewhere on the highway.
Somewhere with his parents.
Somewhere too far away to understand what was happening.
It didn't excuse him.
But it was easier to imagine than the truth.
He had seen my car.
He had known where I was.
And he had kept driving.
I asked Olivia to repeat herself.
She didn't want to.
"Please," I said.
She began crying.
"Andrew called Mom after he stopped for gas. He said he'd seen your car near the pharmacy."
I gripped the arm of the rocking chair.
"When?"
"A little after eleven."
My stomach turned.
I had reached the pharmacy parking lot shortly after eleven.
I remembered the streetlight.
The rain.
The way I'd leaned over the steering wheel because I couldn't sit upright.
He'd been there.
Close enough to see me.
"Did he come over?"
"I don't think so."
"Did he ask if I was okay?"
Olivia said nothing.
I closed my eyes.
There was my answer.
"Why didn't you tell me before?"
"I didn't know you were really in labor until I saw the hospital announcement."
I wanted to scream.
But I was too tired.
"Olivia, I need you to send me whatever you have."
"I don't have proof."
"Then tell me exactly what you heard."
She took a breath.
"Andrew said he thought about turning around. Mom told him you'd figure it out."
I sat completely still.
The wooden stars turned above the crib.
A tiny, gentle sound came from the mobile.
One star brushed another.
Click.
Click.
Click.
I had never hated silence so much.
The following morning, I called Simone Harris.
Our consultation had been scheduled for the next week.
She made time for a brief conversation that day.
I told her everything.
The labor.
The messages.
The savings account.
The moving truck.
The cabin.
And now, the pharmacy.
Simone listened carefully.
She didn't promise that Andrew would be punished.
She didn't tell me I'd automatically win anything.
She explained that I needed to distinguish what I knew from what other people had told me, preserve records, and avoid making accusations I couldn't support.
Then she asked something that startled me.
"Do you want a divorce?"
I stared at the phone.
"I don't know."
"That's okay."
"I just want him to tell the truth."
"Then let's start with what can be documented."
After the call, Leah drove me to visit Nora.
She was doing better.
The neonatal team discussed the steps toward bringing her home.
I held her for almost an hour.
Her little fingers rested against my chest.
I studied her face.
Her dark eyelashes.
The tiny crease between her eyebrows.
The way her mouth opened whenever she yawned.
I wanted to protect her from everything.
But I knew I couldn't.
All I could do was build a life where she would never have to beg someone to care.
That afternoon, Leah contacted the pharmacy.
The owner, Mr. Patel, remembered the ambulance.
He had received a call from the security company after emergency responders arrived outside his building.
When Leah explained that we were trying to reconstruct the timeline, he agreed to review the available exterior footage.
We didn't demand anything.
We asked whether he could preserve it and whether he was willing to provide a copy through an appropriate process.
He said he would speak with his security provider.
Two days later, Simone received word that the footage had been preserved.
I was sitting in my kitchen when she called.
"Rachel, are you with someone?"
"Leah's here."
"Good. I want to be careful about how we discuss this."
My heart began pounding.
"What did you find?"
"There's footage showing a vehicle matching Andrew's truck entering the pharmacy parking lot."
I closed my eyes.
"Does it show him?"
"Yes."
I covered my mouth.
Simone continued.
"The recording shows him stopping near the entrance. He gets out, looks toward your car, and returns to his vehicle."
"Then what?"
"He drives away."
I made a sound I didn't recognize.
Leah came beside me.
"Rach?"
I handed her the phone.
I couldn't speak.
Simone explained what the footage showed.
Leah's expression changed.
She thanked Simone and ended the call.
Then she sat beside me.
For a long time, neither of us said anything.
Finally, I whispered, "He saw me."
Leah took my hand.
"He did."
"He saw me and left."
She nodded.
I began crying.
Not the way I had cried during labor.
Those tears had come from pain and terror.
These came from recognition.
I had spent six years believing Andrew was careless.
Immature.
Too dependent on his mother.
Afraid of confrontation.
But he'd had a choice.
He could have walked twenty feet.
He could have knocked on my window.
He could have called an ambulance.
He could have asked whether I was okay.
He had done none of those things.
That evening, Andrew came to the house.
He stood on the porch holding a bag of groceries.
"I brought your favorites."
I didn't invite him inside.
Leah stood a few feet behind me.
Andrew glanced at her.
"Can we talk privately?"
"No," I said.
He frowned.
"Rachel, come on."
I looked directly at him.
"Did you see my car that night?"
His face changed.
Only slightly.
But I saw it.
"What?"
"At the pharmacy."
He looked away.
"Rachel—"
"Did you see me?"
A long silence.
Then he said, "I thought you were fine."
I stared at him.
My voice came out almost soundless.
"You knew I was in labor."
"I thought you were resting."
"In a closed pharmacy parking lot?"
He swallowed.
"Mom said—"
I stepped backward.
"No."
He stopped.
"No more Mom said."
I looked at the man I'd married.
"Why did you leave me there?"
Andrew's eyes filled with tears.
And for one terrible second, I wanted to comfort him.
That frightened me more than anything.
He whispered, "I didn't think anything bad would happen."
I looked down at my healing abdomen.
"Our daughter needed help."
He said nothing.
"I needed help."
His mouth trembled.
"I know."
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I closed the door.
And this time, I was the one who walked away.
